Becoming a BBW Escort by a Virgin Blogger

 

I’m pretty sure the last time I tried to express myself with writing was back on one of those machines, I vaguely remember it being called a typewriter or something ancient like that???

Ok so I maybe am over exaggerating a little, but it was a long time ago so things might be a little rusty.

 

Whilst tidying up some of my ads online the other day I came across my first ever review. My heart started pumping quicker than normal and my hands twitched a little, shaking the mouse all over the screen trying to click on the link. So I instantly expect the worse, a bad habit I often make and to my surprise I read the first few lines and I automatically sighed a breath of relief as I could tell it was written by one of the loveliest gentlemen I’ve encountered thus far.

 

I continue to read the review and am shocked that it’s actually not a bad read, although he may have disclosed a bit too much of the intimate details there were lots of praises and kind words said. There were also a few things he wrote that I couldn’t stop thinking about. Except these words weren’t negative they were in fact my inspiration to voice my opinion.

 

“Brielle is Size 24 which puts her in the SSBBW league”

 

It’s not his statement that has made me want to express my opinion but more so the labelling.

 

Throughout my school years I was always the tallest kid in the class. Coming from a family of Big Friendly Giants, I always stood out much more than everyone else and being solid I was labelled ‘FAT’. I’m sure I don’t need to go into how cruel bullies can be so that’s all ill touch on that topic.

 

I remember being around 15/16 when I went into my first chat room ‘Chat City’. I remember one day seeing a room for BBW. I found it bizarre that there was a group for Big Black Women but wondered where my white chicks were at? I didn’t really think much of it again until I saw the chat room for Black Hungry Men and I just knew that I should spend some time on Google researching. When I saw the real definition Big Beautiful Women and Big Handsome Men I was so proud! For once I felt like I belonged to a label that finally accentuated my features that had been ridiculed for so long.

 

It was also when I turned 16 that the ridiculing started to ease and the admiring started. I was getting a lot of male attention. The most common phrase I heard was “Brielle is so pretty, she’s the prettiest out of all her friends, and I would so date her if she wasn’t fat”. It was shocking the amount of times I had heard that. Not only did I have a pretty face but by that age I had a nice set of perky DD breast, So being just over 6’1 meant that I still looked very well proportioned and everything still curved the way it should even though I still was classed as overweight. I sometimes feel that my stubbornness paved way for more weight gain as I just didn’t bother about looking after myself as I didn’t care what I looked like, I was pretty regardless of my body shape and if you didn’t like the fact that I was fat well then….Not My Problem!

 

Over the years I kept receiving a lot of male attention and so did my libido. I would be able to walk into a club and if someone caught my eye, they would be mine at the end of the night. Only issue was that I had pretty high standards so the types of guys that I was attracted to only wanted one thing, well three if you include my ever growing now size E boobies. I started getting to a stage last year that I couldn’t keep up with all my booty calls and there was nearly a need to start a waiting list. But how much longer could I keep pleasing men just so I could feel good about how I looked. It was then when I started getting offers late last year that I thought I might as well start taking these offers up as I have been working pro bono for many years.

 

This wasn’t something I rushed into. I did a lot of researching first and had a lot of support from my flatmate who used to run a parlour. I remember my first few nights went so smoothly and I felt very professional and suited for this line of work. I had finally found my calling.

 

I’m now 30 and am still a very big girl. I’m a size 24 and now have fully grown GG’s. I have a lot more confidence now I am a working lady and also have more respect for myself as well and have started taking a lot better care for my body. I make sure I advertise myself 100% honestly so that there is no awkwardness when I meet a client.

 

There are two reasons I advertise as a BBW and not a SSBBW. I feel like being called super sized is ridiculing me all over again and that feeling I first had of finally belonging is slipping away. That positive label has now been turned negative and once again women are being categorised instead of just getting to be a beautiful woman. There are a lot of girls that embrace being a SSBBW and probably get a lot more business that way but I don’t like the sound of it. It doesn’t sound classy and to me it doesn’t sound respectful. It makes me sound like I’m an upgraded large box of chips from KFC. The second reason I don’t like being referred to as SSBBW is because I hear those letters and I instantly think SBW (Sonny Bill Williams) and BAMB! There goes my libido again.

 

So what do I class as BBW? There is no right or wrong answer for what size a BBW should be, although I try to stick to the system that clothing stores have and anything between 18 and 26 is classed as plus size, so that to me is BBW. To me being a BBW isn’t all about being fat. It’s about being beautiful and comfortable with the way you are. I have a Big Beautiful Personality and I enjoy showing that off just as much as my curves. I have been told a few times that my personality has shown through my ads and that s why they have chosen me even though BBW is not there thing. I’m proud to be a BBW in every shape and form!!!!!!!