I think I was away for about 12 months or maybe even 18 months from PP so it might be time to revive the old blog. I kind of regret deleting all the old thoughts I wrote down but oh well the past is the past!
PENIS SIZE. I'm going to put my thoughts on the topic here so that it doesn't clog up the forums.
Mine's small, I think it's just over 5inches at its absolute best with little girth, and as a small penis I'm a grower too so when I'm flaccid it's basically an oversized clitoris so I have double the embarrassment. It doesn't matter what any woman says having a penis like that is NOT MANLY at all and it's highly embarrassing. When you meet people you can pretty much get an idea of everything about that person physically without seeing them naked so there is no real shocks and surprises as you can see the size of the boobs or the body type through a shirt etc but the penis is pretty much the final reveal and the look of disappointment is VERY REAL and women (and possibly gay men too, I don't know) can deny that it doesn't exist but it does because I have seen it and it's a subconscious reaction that can't be controlled it just happens. The look of disappointment is where the girl stares at it hoping that it is still growing and then she realises that that is all there is to it and that resigned look of the eyes and the face that drops is the same every time.
It's not just about sex that is bothering about it too. It's actually a physical annoyance away from sex, for example I pretty much can't take a piss standing up because it's so small I will end up dribbling some on my pants and who wants to have dribbled urine on their pants? Have you see a male toilet at a nightclub or a pub? They are not to be a sat on they are bio-terrorist zones, disgusting. Not to mention having to pull out a little tic tac in front of other guys at the urinal that's embarrassing as well.
Then there is sex itself which is the big one. A woman that says it doesn't matter is not telling the truth in my opinion. I can't speak on what it feels like but there's definitely no noticeable pleasurable indicators that come from the women when the little-little fella is inside. Having a small one also reduces the amount of positions that can be performed and unfortunately for the women doggystyle is immediately out of the equation as it isn't long enough to navigate the little extra distance required to enter and small ones need all of the help they can get! Maybe I'm just unlucky with having paid sex and unpaid sex (only 2 women) who could not or did not want to position themselves in certain ways to accomodate the small dick but in my experience I've never been able to perform doggystyle. Pretty much the only position is to be on top of the girl but on my knees in an upright position (whatever position that is) and her on top and even then the dick is either going to constantly pop up or she is going to hop off the dick constantly when she is on top.
It's honestly pretty annoying be told, especially by women, that "it's no big deal having a small penis" well it is! You're not the one who has to live with it, I am. You're not the one who reveals themself to be an incredible physical disappointment. Bigger is better if nothing else but to look good.
I've lost my train of thought as I had something to do just now but yeah having a small dick is embarrassing.